Oh, well, Lucifer's powers are more that he gets people to tell the truth or what they want, what they desire. Mine at least. I'm honestly not sure. But I always wanted to be listened to, loved, and to be my best self, and I came here and have the ability to create those things in other people, and it seems too perfect. Outside of the fact it's AWFUL.
So far it's only happened once, my boss at the grocery store I thought we should display things differently and I was energetically explaining why. And at first it seemed like I just won him over and he said he agreed and we could do it. And then he kept agreeing to everything I said, no matter what. I guess he was "persuaded." I panicked and I haven't used it since, as far as I know. I HATE the idea of taking anyone's free will, it's a big deal to me.
I hope so. I'm not sure. I don't really want to test it on people even with permission, it still feels bad to me. But I don't want it to happen accidentally either. It's a mess. UGH.
I want to be transparent with you, because you are very sweet and kind and deserve it. I met Lilith here. I'm not the Eve from your world, but you could say we had First Woman radar. I haven't told her that we're talking, but she told me that you didn't like being tricked, and I don't want you to think I'm tricking you. When we started talking I didn't know you were THAT Sabrina, but when you started talking about witches it seemed kind of obvious. I understand if this makes you uncomfortable! She told me she hurt you and you have reasons to distrust her.
I know that she did that to you, she admitted it to me without excuse. I am more trusting than everyone I know, yes, but I like to give people a chance. I wish I was allowed to give my son one, but he is lost to me forever.
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Date: 2019-10-10 02:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-10-10 02:43 am (UTC)I'm honestly not sure. But I always wanted to be listened to, loved, and to be my best self, and I came here and have the ability to create those things in other people, and it seems too perfect.
Outside of the fact it's AWFUL.
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Date: 2019-10-10 03:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-10-10 04:09 pm (UTC)And at first it seemed like I just won him over and he said he agreed and we could do it.
And then he kept agreeing to everything I said, no matter what. I guess he was "persuaded."
I panicked and I haven't used it since, as far as I know.
I HATE the idea of taking anyone's free will, it's a big deal to me.
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Date: 2019-10-13 04:37 am (UTC)or control it at least?
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Date: 2019-10-14 07:17 pm (UTC)But I don't want it to happen accidentally either.
It's a mess. UGH.
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Date: 2019-10-16 11:48 pm (UTC)I can try to block it with my magic?
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Date: 2019-10-17 06:36 pm (UTC)You haven't met me yet, so maybe you'll know for sure how you feel about it then. :)
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Date: 2019-10-18 01:23 am (UTC)[ Taking risks? Yep. ]
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Date: 2019-10-18 08:25 pm (UTC)I met Lilith here. I'm not the Eve from your world, but you could say we had First Woman radar.
I haven't told her that we're talking, but she told me that you didn't like being tricked, and I don't want you to think I'm tricking you.
When we started talking I didn't know you were THAT Sabrina, but when you started talking about witches it seemed kind of obvious.
I understand if this makes you uncomfortable! She told me she hurt you and you have reasons to distrust her.
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Date: 2019-10-21 09:17 am (UTC)I don't trust liars or people who manipulate me fo their own gain
you shouldn't trust her either
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Date: 2019-10-21 12:36 pm (UTC)I am more trusting than everyone I know, yes, but I like to give people a chance.
I wish I was allowed to give my son one, but he is lost to me forever.
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Date: 2019-10-22 02:04 am (UTC)I have to go anyway but... I'm glad we did get to talk
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Date: 2019-10-22 02:26 am (UTC)I could make us cupcakes!