[Eve doesn't mind she popped in, but she also has no real concept of personal space and wanders in and out of people's lives herself without hesitation. She is still trying to learn how to be better about that, but it never bothers her.
The room is very clean and Eve's already tried to make subtle but homey touches to the common areas and to her own room. It often smells delicious in there too since she nervous bakes all the time. She pops off the cork of the bottle and comes over, pouring Lilith some in a freshly cleaned glass if she wants it.]
[Eve settles down on a chair nearby with her own wine and her eyes widen slightly, but she nods. So the woman in question is dealing with betrayal and loss she didn't expect. That is tough.]
Sabrina. (Eve echoes with a nod.) I think I've seen her name on the network but we haven't met yet.
(Eve reads most everything that goes on there, and replies whenever she can, but she often spies if other ones are public. She's nosy. Also, just generally curious about people, and there isn't enough time in the day to actively meet every person. Although she's trying.)
You said you betrayed Lucifer for your own reasons. Did those reasons include her?
( but also yes. lilith had betrayed lucifer for herself, to gain the power and title she'd always been promised but sabrina had been involved. in more ways than one )
I'd been his faithful handmaiden, serving him ever since he'd saved me.
( telling eve this is much easier than telling anyone else and even if lilith doesn't consciously think it eve was right when they'd first met. they shared a unique understanding )
He made me a promise, something I recently realised he had no intention of fulfilling. Not when there was Sabrina.
Getting out of toxic relationships is tough, especially when he's the super-powered devil.
[It took Eve thousands of years to leave Adam, and that was such low-level toxicity in comparison to what awfulness was clearly going on with Lilith and her Lucifer. She sips her drink.]
So, what, did he plan on having her get what he promised you instead?
( getting out of a toxic relationship is even harder when you're in denial about it, when you're hopeful that fulfilling the prophecy would bring back the man that you'd loved. the kind man that you'd first met.
but lilith had no such illusions now and if lucifer were ever here-- she'd never return. she'd be afraid but she was strong, she wouldn't take him back )
He planned on making her his Queen.
( she avoids telling eve that sabrina is his daughter. it's a piece to protect sabrina even if the girl now knew )
(Eve isn't surprised; she loves her Lucifer very much, and knows that he isn't what the BIble said he was. But she suspects not all Lucifers are that way, and she's much smarter than she acts. And very emotionally intuitive. She is listening closely to Lilith's words but she's also aware of her body language and expressions.]
Why did you tell her who you were? You could have kept lying.
(Eve is very good at being underestimated. It's a quality that's been true since the beginning of humanity. She is intuitive and very intelligent, despite coming off as ditzy and childishly innocent at times. She's those things too. But she really wants to help Lilith; it means a lot to her, that she came here to talk to her.)
It's not easy, finding out harsh truths. She might just need some time to think it over. (She runs a hand through her hair.) You care, don't you? If she gets over it or not.
( lilith doesn't answer immediately, making a point of not looking at eve. for millennia she'd had to harden herself, to shut away her feelings and not caring had come easily to her, to be cruel to get the job done.
but then she'd been away from lucifer, had been around people that had cared about her, had sought out her guidance-- witch and mortal alike and even if it hadn't been with the truth known about who she was-- it had touched lilith still in a way that she hadn't expected.
(she makes a point of focusing her thoughts on baxter high and not a certain man).
but here-- lilith could have told sabrina the truth from the beginning but she'd allowed her to believe that she was ms. wardwell again, believing that she was protecting her by not telling her the truth, saving her from the pain of what would come. it had seemed like the easy option but it hadn't been-- oh, she was able to masterfully carry it out but she'd gotten in deeper with the girl, been the one witch she could rely on, had made certain that she was safe from harm--
it had been when sabrina had died that it had really hit home. oh, she'd been grateful for what sabrina had done (would do) the entire time but she hadn't realised that she'd truly cared until the girl had died, until that familiar pain settled in her, until she'd felt the relief of seeing her alive again. and that had been why she'd revealed the truth. she cared about sabrina and even if it hurt lying was not protecting her, not anymore, not with what she'd experienced )
I owe something to her.
( it was easier to phrase it like that even if eve likely knew the truth. she did owe sabrina -- she wouldn't have been free from lucifer without her help and the girl would have been stuck with him too, lilith's position pushed even lower. but sabrina had helped her to remember who she was, had given her the courage to fight for what she wanted and to stand up to the man that had abused and betrayed her for so long )
( Eve is very patient. She doesn't press, she lets Lilith sit in the question and decide on her response, sipping her wine in the mean time. She can be very chattery, but she knows when to let the other person own a conversation. She also knows that Lilith doesn't often open up to anyone, and that it's significant she is now, so she can wait forever if she has to. Eve knows a thing or two about motivations and how actions stemming from them can harm people, especially people she cares about.
Lilith doesn't have to say that she cares a great deal about Sabrina. It's there in the quiet, in her struggle with composure or to find the right words. )
( it comes almost as a whisper, it being something difficult to verbalise. lilith had been willing to remain trapped under lucifer so long as she ended up his queen but after discovering that wouldn't happen--
she'd begun to defy him but truly doing so had been difficult, lilith still going along with his whims. until sabrina had said no, had questioned why lilith had followed him. she'd needed someone to give her that push, to stand with her )
Sabrina questioned where I followed. I-- helped her to defy him, to reject being Queen. So that I could take what was owed to me.
You're free of him, but you wouldn't have been without her.
( Eve understands that more than it might seem. Her love for Lucifer is different from Lilith's connection with Sabrina, but it is a complex emotion, when someone has freed you. She nods and sets her drink down, her eyes full of sympathy.)
Give her some time, Lilith. It's not easy, for either of you, the deceiver or the deceived. But there's clearly a connection between the two of you, a strong one.
( there was something that tied her to sabrina but what did sabrina have? everything she cared for was ms. wardwell, everything they'd done under such an assumed name. yes, in this place all of lilith's actions (aside from her name) had been honest, had been free of plan or manipulation but that didn't mean they were connected. not just on that.
what reason did sabrina have to trust her aside from simply being from the same place? for being witches? was that enough? )
( She gestures at her, and then realizes that's hardly an explanation. )
What I mean is, what you've been through, what you've survived, it's clearly given you reasons not to connect with people. But if you do? It's strong. I don't think that can be one-sided.
( She reaches over to gently touch Lilith's shoulder, or she will if the woman allows her to. Nothing more than a small graze of support.)
It's not over. You're both still here. It can get better.
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Date: 2019-09-18 06:13 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2019-09-18 06:46 pm (UTC)( which she does. around five minutes later lilith teleports in to the living room of the place )
Eve.
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Date: 2019-09-19 12:01 am (UTC)Wow! That's impressive.
[She is really excited to see Lilith but trying to play it cool so as not to overwhelm the other woman.]
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Date: 2019-09-19 01:54 am (UTC)It's a simple spell.
( though really by this point most magix is simple to her.
she gives a quick look around the room before moving to sit down )
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Date: 2019-09-20 01:38 am (UTC)The room is very clean and Eve's already tried to make subtle but homey touches to the common areas and to her own room. It often smells delicious in there too since she nervous bakes all the time. She pops off the cork of the bottle and comes over, pouring Lilith some in a freshly cleaned glass if she wants it.]
So you told someone who you were from back home?
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Date: 2019-09-20 06:12 am (UTC)She didn't take it well. Though with what I'd done--
( lilith can understand even if she didn't feel guilt for her actions )
The Dark Lord-- Lucifer had required me to get close to her. So I'd taken on the life of someone that she'd trusted.
( look, lilith knows the situation is a mess. she created it and it's a mess. but it had all worked out in the end )
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Date: 2019-09-22 09:28 pm (UTC)Tell me about her. The woman ... or girl?
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Date: 2019-09-22 10:00 pm (UTC)( she pauses briefly because sabrina wasn't ever her student. not properly even if lilith had gently mentored her )
Sabrina.
( her name was easier )
A witch.
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Date: 2019-09-24 03:12 am (UTC)(Eve reads most everything that goes on there, and replies whenever she can, but she often spies if other ones are public. She's nosy. Also, just generally curious about people, and there isn't enough time in the day to actively meet every person. Although she's trying.)
You said you betrayed Lucifer for your own reasons. Did those reasons include her?
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Date: 2019-09-24 10:17 pm (UTC)( but also yes. lilith had betrayed lucifer for herself, to gain the power and title she'd always been promised but sabrina had been involved. in more ways than one )
I'd been his faithful handmaiden, serving him ever since he'd saved me.
( telling eve this is much easier than telling anyone else and even if lilith doesn't consciously think it eve was right when they'd first met. they shared a unique understanding )
He made me a promise, something I recently realised he had no intention of fulfilling. Not when there was Sabrina.
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Date: 2019-09-25 08:16 pm (UTC)[It took Eve thousands of years to leave Adam, and that was such low-level toxicity in comparison to what awfulness was clearly going on with Lilith and her Lucifer. She sips her drink.]
So, what, did he plan on having her get what he promised you instead?
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Date: 2019-09-25 09:36 pm (UTC)but lilith had no such illusions now and if lucifer were ever here-- she'd never return. she'd be afraid but she was strong, she wouldn't take him back )
He planned on making her his Queen.
( she avoids telling eve that sabrina is his daughter. it's a piece to protect sabrina even if the girl now knew )
So I took the crown that was owed to me.
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Date: 2019-09-25 11:39 pm (UTC)Why did you tell her who you were? You could have kept lying.
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Date: 2019-09-26 01:35 am (UTC)( going back to being ms. wardwell was-- interesting and she wasn't certain what she felt about that )
But certain events that happened here required me to tell her. To tell her what I knew about them required the complete truth.
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Date: 2019-09-29 05:25 pm (UTC)But it didn't go well, did it? I don't think you'd have come here if it did.
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Date: 2019-09-29 05:29 pm (UTC)Sabrina-- is particularly disagreeable to being lied to. Certain things she could understand but-- some of that truth was difficult.
( like finding out lucifer is your dad )
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Date: 2019-09-30 01:09 pm (UTC)It's not easy, finding out harsh truths. She might just need some time to think it over. (She runs a hand through her hair.) You care, don't you? If she gets over it or not.
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Date: 2019-09-30 10:02 pm (UTC)but then she'd been away from lucifer, had been around people that had cared about her, had sought out her guidance-- witch and mortal alike and even if it hadn't been with the truth known about who she was-- it had touched lilith still in a way that she hadn't expected.
(she makes a point of focusing her thoughts on baxter high and not a certain man).
but here-- lilith could have told sabrina the truth from the beginning but she'd allowed her to believe that she was ms. wardwell again, believing that she was protecting her by not telling her the truth, saving her from the pain of what would come. it had seemed like the easy option but it hadn't been-- oh, she was able to masterfully carry it out but she'd gotten in deeper with the girl, been the one witch she could rely on, had made certain that she was safe from harm--
it had been when sabrina had died that it had really hit home. oh, she'd been grateful for what sabrina had done (would do) the entire time but she hadn't realised that she'd truly cared until the girl had died, until that familiar pain settled in her, until she'd felt the relief of seeing her alive again. and that had been why she'd revealed the truth. she cared about sabrina and even if it hurt lying was not protecting her, not anymore, not with what she'd experienced )
I owe something to her.
( it was easier to phrase it like that even if eve likely knew the truth. she did owe sabrina -- she wouldn't have been free from lucifer without her help and the girl would have been stuck with him too, lilith's position pushed even lower. but sabrina had helped her to remember who she was, had given her the courage to fight for what she wanted and to stand up to the man that had abused and betrayed her for so long )
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Date: 2019-10-01 12:15 am (UTC)Lilith doesn't have to say that she cares a great deal about Sabrina. It's there in the quiet, in her struggle with composure or to find the right words. )
What do you owe her?
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Date: 2019-10-01 05:51 pm (UTC)( it comes almost as a whisper, it being something difficult to verbalise. lilith had been willing to remain trapped under lucifer so long as she ended up his queen but after discovering that wouldn't happen--
she'd begun to defy him but truly doing so had been difficult, lilith still going along with his whims. until sabrina had said no, had questioned why lilith had followed him. she'd needed someone to give her that push, to stand with her )
Sabrina questioned where I followed. I-- helped her to defy him, to reject being Queen. So that I could take what was owed to me.
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Date: 2019-10-02 01:40 am (UTC)( Eve understands that more than it might seem. Her love for Lucifer is different from Lilith's connection with Sabrina, but it is a complex emotion, when someone has freed you. She nods and sets her drink down, her eyes full of sympathy.)
Give her some time, Lilith. It's not easy, for either of you, the deceiver or the deceived. But there's clearly a connection between the two of you, a strong one.
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Date: 2019-10-02 04:38 pm (UTC)( there was something that tied her to sabrina but what did sabrina have? everything she cared for was ms. wardwell, everything they'd done under such an assumed name. yes, in this place all of lilith's actions (aside from her name) had been honest, had been free of plan or manipulation but that didn't mean they were connected. not just on that.
what reason did sabrina have to trust her aside from simply being from the same place? for being witches? was that enough? )
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Date: 2019-10-03 02:11 am (UTC)( She gestures at her, and then realizes that's hardly an explanation. )
What I mean is, what you've been through, what you've survived, it's clearly given you reasons not to connect with people. But if you do? It's strong. I don't think that can be one-sided.
( She reaches over to gently touch Lilith's shoulder, or she will if the woman allows her to. Nothing more than a small graze of support.)
It's not over. You're both still here. It can get better.
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